The Hotness Fades
When I first got here I thought that all Asian women were just so damn hot! I mean they are in so many different ways. They look at you with this innocent untrust and then when you earn the trust they just fawn into you. The cuteness level is unimaginable and there is no hint of whoring or slutty behavior. They are all just demure and peaceful little things. But, lately they've been getting boring to me. I think all this current apathy will all go away when I come home and see the cows that waddle around Baltimore. I have no love anymore for trashy girls in tight jeans and make-up. I have no love for all done up hair and pudgy stomachs hanging out and over pants. I have been turned on to the the art of just natural enjoyable beauty. I always loved that though. I would never let Mirel wear make-up and if she did I would soooo tell her to take it off because she was just naturally beautiful. Anyway, I was on the bus today and I could have slayed this little Korean girl who kept looking at me and smiling but I didn't because I'm just oddly sexually getting bored. I sort of want to go back and have a conversation with a girl, but I in no way am looking forward to all the crap that goes along with lower-middle class American women. Like, if some of these girls spoke English or if they just lived in America I would marry them. There's no way I wouldn't. I have never done anything as easy as dating a Korean girl. Our kids would be really ugly though.