Conversation
A:I love our lives
B:Ehh I guess so. I mean I think we just see things different than other people. I mean I'd like to think we do. But what the hell do I know?
A:No, it's because we're alive.
B:Maybe we are just familiar with our own selves enough to realize we are alive. And maybe we are ignorant to the patterns of others and they are actually more alive than we are but we just can't see it because we are so self-centric.
A:It's because other people suck.
B:Yeah
A:Hmm
B:Yeah man. I mean, think about it. Everyone that you get to know whether it be Steve the junkie homeless guy or Steve the rich lawyer guy. If you get to know them and they aren't abrassive to your own personality style then you get to appreciate them. And eventually if you spend enough time with someone you learn to love them. It's human nature. It's our cosmic genetic bond.
A:Hmm
B:Yeah
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B:I don't know. I mean I'd like to think I'm different. I'd like to think I'm special. But, I think thoughts like that get me into trouble. But, then again. What is trouble really? Trouble, for the most part, as long as you are strong, can be a good thing. I think people envy trouble. I envy trouble. I want to be in situation where I feel alive. In this day and age, that's usually classified as trouble I guess.
A:I think people envy what they can't do.
B:There you go.
B:I think they envy what they want to do as animals but they don't understand, know how, or have the balls to do. I think deep down they want to do those things but mocking and judging is easier because they know they will find followers and head nodders around them. You see if that were me and I saw someone doing "trouble" I would stand there and enjoy it for everything that it is. It would be beautiful.
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B: You know, all I want to do is love her.
A: And...
B: She's not gonna let me.
A: I need a girlfriend.
B: Yeah - there should be a store. Like with descriptions and price tags. That way things would be much easier. Because, I mean, as long as you are nice and respectful to a girl and you don't get outside competition form another male, you will more than likely win her heart. They key is being in her bracket.
B: I love her.
A: Yeah, I know.
B: This is gonna suck, but hey, I said I wanted trouble...adversity makes you stronger and the right woman makes you great. How can I lose?
