Update
No, I haven't been writing very much. Yes, I'm in good spirits but find myself not really participating in life outside of my own and hence have no interest in actually adhering to the feeling of participation. What? Huh? I don't look at things anymore and find them interesting to the point where I feel as though I can add enjoyment to them for other by writing about them. I look at things over the past few weeks and smirk to myself and sort of move on. My desire to share over the past few weeks has diminished. My desire to explore over the past few months has all but dwindled to nothing. I was concerned when my job started that I was not taking full advantage of the opportunity I had been given and now I am not merely concerned but I am appalled at my own apathy. I am ashamed of the strides I have made to better myself not only in my field but in my lifestyle. Things will improve, they always do. Any form of expression, unless you are driven by it throughout your entire life (i.e. you hope to make money or support yourself from the trade), has an ebb and flow.
I did see Eternal Sunhsine of the Spotless Mind. I thought it was really good and knew it reminded me of the Adaptation and Malkovich and found at the same guy did the writing on all those (Charlie Kaufman). And it's shot well and the music is kick ass. I miss Jas. I miss her a good bit.
