Lists are My Best Friend
I was just cleaning out all my old emails and throwing all the personal ones away when I cruised back to September and found this:
Mirel made me do this list a while ago when I was talking about another girl -
"I love it when you do things despite how you feel because I ask you to do it:-)
Trust me...this list will help you.. But only if you get her to do the same."10 Things I need:I need someone to understand that I'm afraid of being my father
I need someone who will tell me not to do bad things but will once in a while allow me to be a jackass.
I need someone to be able to enjoy culture and art that they don't understand and explain their culture and art to me.
I need someone to believe me even when I lie.
I need someone to keep me on my toes and make me think before I speak and always put them first in my actions.
I need someone to be there without question and to never make me wonder what else is in her life
I need someone to look into my eyes when we have sex and be able to have good sex at the drop of a dime and to never use it as a weapon.
I need someone to know how to shut up when I've had a bad day.
I need someone to understand that I may never be rich and that my life is mostly a sham made to impress people.
I need someone to make me smile
I need someone to allow me to escape into a world where it is just them and I and I can forget everyone and everything except them.
10 Things I don't need:
Someone who cannot stop their vices or change (smoking, eating, not working out)
Someone who yells in public
Someone who will not try new things
Someone who won't understand that I am an extremely sexual person
Someone who will put more value into their shoes, purse, or car then into what they read or listen to.
Someone who likes seafood
Someone who doesn't like my friends or their job or their life.
Someone who feels as though they don't need to see me or talk to me everyday
Someone who doubts my theories
Someone who will not be a good mother to my children.