Never gonna change
... is the title of one of my favorite Drive by Truckers songs.
Oddly the song is about being tough from the south.
I’m the opposite. I’m weak from the north. I get pushed around. I have no spine. Nothing changes. It’s just a battle of attrition of who could care less most days. And they play a mean game. But - I can’t get any smaller than I am now. I’m a pathetic excuse for a husband, father, and man. And everyone lets me know it everyday. And that is 100% my fault - I just didn’t realize there were no teams in real life - there’s just... waiting until it’s all over.
