I Kan't Spell

 I don’t think they trust me 

I think they know I’m a liar 

I think my kids don’t respect me because they think I’m a fraud

I watch kids respect their parents and those parents have a few things in common and they all kind of have to line up

1. Evenly nice or evenly stern - consistent

2. Trustworthy - they keep their word

3. They don’t waste time being lazy 

4. They don’t question a kids bad habit when they have the same horrible habit themselves. I.e. media, cursing, eating bad food - they see you do it and tell them not to - that breaks the trust. Parents who get respect have consistent good habits their kids emulate. 

I am not any of these things. I violate all of them and I have to change. I’m wasting my life being a lazy clown.