Struggle
2024 was the worst year of my life.
I struggled in every facet.
My mental health is my responsibility,
My physical health is my responsibility.
The paths others are on or have chosen to diverge from me
Are a direct result of my actions.
I have no issue with saying any of this.
I wake up in a nightmare of horrible images
Of others making love.
I wake up knowing that my skills are fleeting.
I wake up not knowing if I’m loved.
I wake up alone.
I wake up not wanting to wake up most days.
That’s up to me to change.
This is my life.
I know what’s important to me.
And it has nothing to do with the last year.
Nothing.
